This day means a lot to me, I was a hopeless teenage when it came to love. I though I loved every guy that was interested, so went through a million and 1 heart breaks. So my emotional down fall started with Jack, I was his dirty little secret and I found it amazing, but when you are just this secret and you watch this person live their happy life with their other girlfriend, everything eats at you alive. And then there was Luke, even to this day I still have a cheeky look on his facebook page, see how he’s getting on, still feeling like he was the one that got away. Then there was Craig, i’d fancied him since I was about 13, when I was early 17 we FINALLY got together, but not too long and that went to shit, I was gutted! So I went looking for a rebound, nothing worked for me right? Then this is when it Happened, i fell for Will. He was my absolute everything. I was 17, he was older, he was interesting, he was bad and i was drawn to this. My ‘best friend’ told me to stay away, but this made me fight for it even more. So a few months in it was all hunky dory. Then he started doing cocaine infront of me, knowing i disliked drugs. As he didn’t have a driving license he then started manipulating me into driving him to get drugs.He’d have me in tears, because of this he’d then buy me loads of gifts, but then use the gifts against me. Then he started losing control, February 2013 i started a new job, he hated this as he was losing control of me, thats when it started, he started hitting me. When i’d tell someone he’d make out like i was crazy, and I was stuck! There were night where i’d refuse to have sex with him, so he’d get forceful. Will ruined me, and my life. I Lost the majority of my friends, i never saw my family. He’d lock me in his room so i couldnt leave.
But now, i’m in a stable relationship, i’m stronger then ever! He’s still obssessed and texts all the time. But he doesn’t win anymore. I’m strong, i’m happy, i’m a WINNER.
Here’s to supporting ladies who have suffered from mental and physical abuse.